trying to channel my innercat

as hard as i try, i cannot sit in a windowsill and do, uh, nothing. (providing that i could sit in a windowsill, of course.) this is just one of the multitude of my weaknesses.

the other day, my friend and i were talking about the luxury of sitting at a starbucks and reading a book, dropping all worries at the counter. no. actually leaving them at the house and being able to clear your mindpalette and read. disregarding everything you have to do today and just 'be'. no lists of what has to be done today, tomorrow or next week.

like a cat.

it is even harder to wait for someone to do something tomorrow (maybe, tomorrow, if you are lucky) when i could have had it done yesterday. my goal in july is to channel my innercat and to chill until the next episode.